| !HEY YOUR CRAZY BITCH! |
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CRAZY BITCHBy Josh Todd Break me down, you got a lovely face going to your place now you got to freak me out Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but I got to make my way Hey! You’re a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I’m on top of it When I dream I’m doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on Take it off, the paper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full You’re so fine, It won’t be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face (Chorus) Get the video, fuck you so good (Chorus) Baby girl you want it hard to be a star you’ll get down on it Take it off no need to talk your crazy but I like the way you fuck me (Chorus) |
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[15 Jan 2007|01:16am] |
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(thats oh my god for you non geeks out there....oh nm....) so this could be a long LONG ass post if I was to explain how hard it is to be high as SHIT.....I mean blown away baked.....you get the idea.......and get to post. so anyway Scott showed me something she was working on, a NEW spin on a AWESOME opener guitar SOLO. anyway it was fucking awesome what she can do on the drums. just holy shit and all of that. so anyway I was thinking to myself that.....
1)...I'm in need of serious help, like call in the BIG guns and spend some time with N8. so I plan to do so, and also get some awesome lyric help to make what scott did sober, and turn it into what I CAN SEE it becoming.
2) ok so I could be doing a lot more drugs but if this keeps up....well its looking grim...thats all I gots to say on that
3) I have my plan and I'm sticking to it, so I need the guidence of the mentor himself, yoda himself. maybe a bit more broken, but never the less YODA.
so YEAH, I am so baked....its AWESOME... lol and yet more lol. cause I'm high......lol
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[14 Jan 2007|03:40pm] |
| Your Personality Is |
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
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[14 Jan 2007|03:09pm] |
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ok so good news first- HAD a friggin BLAST at the club house with a bunch of people at the clubhouse late late last night. WAS REALLY high and got to break for a while, got to jam out to music and just shoot the shit with some people that Scott knows. it was a BLAST. showed up two black guys which is always nice for my white ass here, since the word on the street is that white people can't dance, which for the most part is true. just maybe not this white guy.
the bad news is that I may have put....um....a little too much stress on my brand new knee and pulled something however with my drug intake on a high note I can't really feel anything wrong, but of course I do not feel anything as of late so I'm just going to say its all good untill the thing falls off.
as for me and work- good I am a acting part of our management team for the next year or so, then its off to school and then maybe end up in Gerogia. who knows.
I will say as a side note that Scott is really a nice person, well once she stops trying to be everything she is not. and more to the point not really the time or place.....which is really cool cause shes not aggressive, not at least as much as she was.
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[06 Jan 2007|02:39pm] |
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so went out last night, I was off for the entire day and ended up at some clubs downtown. well we shall say that I had a blast did some drugs and almost went home with EVERYone. but overall had a great time. notice that I almost stopped drinking all together however my rate of drug consumption has dubbleled and I smoke twice as much. nice to see I can ballance out. lol
with chris out of town I'm free to do lots of shit.
and boy are we getting them down. oh yes.
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[01 Jan 2007|02:06pm] |
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just to be clear, yes I have a oppion on the current events within my personal life. oh boy do I have one, however the simple version is here.
not suprised at how this one turned out, without contact in any shape or form this was doomed to fall apart. my sister journal www.livejournal.com/users/apathypd was the cause of most of the problems on her end, however true and honest the journal is, it still was the straw the broke the camels back. I have noticed a trend, I seldom have a relationship that lasts past a year, I have been lucky with one, but for the most part I aparently become absoultly annoying after a year and thus why I tend to be single most of my life. although this was not a simple relationship I was in and trust me there is plenty of blame that falls on me and on her, plenty. and this one I could talk on for hours, what went wrong and where, the point that the relationship ended, and list goes on. it comes down to when you stop talking to eachother and stop seeing eachother there really is only so much time before basic insatinct says its over. and this was over, before shit hit the fan, the moment we stoped seeing eachother and talking once a month this thing ended. and just to clear this up I should ask, is it cheating, if you date one person while going out with another? of course physical contact out of the question. and yes I knew about it.....yes I said it was alright.....but it really wasn't, that was my way of holding on to something I had already lost.
anyway you really want to know how I feel than comment and I'll let you know
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| 2007 |
[01 Jan 2007|01:15pm] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!
My goal is to be more fucked up, and less aware than last year. I want to look back at this year and say
well fuck, I just don't remember what happened.
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[25 Dec 2006|03:33pm] |
| Your World View |
You are a moralist with conventional ideas, which some people would call old-fashioned.
You probably think that most of the world falls badly below your standards.
Your inhibitions and sense of guilt are in the way of your happiness.
You think that people tend to use sex for evil, as a weapon.
Your parents probably played a big part in the formation of such a guilt complex as yours.
Your mind is in chains, and it's time you did something to free it. |
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| Christmas |
[25 Dec 2006|03:23pm] |
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merry christmas everyone!
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| well why not! |
[19 Dec 2006|02:37am] |
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Matchbox 20
"and when my smile gets old and faded
wait around I'll smile again"
"shouldn't be so complicated
just hold me and then
just hold me again"
"you're breaking me in
and this is how we will end
with you and me bent"
"start bending me
It's never enough
I feel all your pieces
start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in"
"shouldn't be so complicated"
Foo Fighters
"I'm looking to the sky to save me."
"Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying"
Crossfade
"Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win"
"What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am"
"Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again"
"I never meant to be so cold"
"I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold"
Rob Thomas
"and I'll be there for you if you'll be there for
me forever its you
forever in me
ever the same"
"But I can only give you love"
Stonesour
"Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home"
"Just listen to the noises (no more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen."
All American Rejects
"And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all."
"My minds unweaving"
"I can’t explain what you can’t explain."
"Just a little insight won't make this right"
"It’s better than being on your side"
"All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know"
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[17 Dec 2006|03:03am] |
| You Are a German Shepherd Puppy | 
Intelligent, quick witted, and a bit aggressive.
You've got the jaw power to take a bite out of anyone you choose. |
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[16 Dec 2006|03:13am] |
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read this and read it however you want. cause at least I know how this is ment.
"I can't explain myself at all..."
"I can't explain, what you can't explain..."
"Its my fault when your blind..."
All American Rejects
"I can see I never really got it right...."
"I'm sorry for the way I am..."
"I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me, that I keep locked inside of me soo deep, it always seems to get to me. I never really wanted you to go, Theres one thing for you to know, I never ment to be so cold.
Crossfade
"my weakness is, that I care too much..."
"I offered you my hand, compassion is in my nature..."
"Go fix yourself..."
Popa Roach
"I need you now, do think you can cope..."
"you figured me out, I'm lost and I'm hopeless, bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken..."
"so are you going to stand there or are you going to help me out..."
Matchbox 20
"All the bridges you burn leave you trapped off at all sides..."
"its just your doubt that blinds you..."
"Don't run away, Stop feeling fine, its better than your wost day..."
"don't run away..."
"change your mind..."
All American Rejects
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[14 Dec 2006|01:23pm] |
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so I was looking through pictures of people I know (I guess) and the problem is I don't remember anyone in these pictures. it is odd.
there is a lot of stuff I'm not really clear on as of late. things are out of place and odd. random phone calls from people who aparently I know. (currently for the life of me I can't remember them. its kinda odd is all.
so I got ETM this month and with a bit of luck ETE next month. followed closely by ADRM if I can pull it off.
have you ever had a phone call were nothing makes sence and you didn't even know the caller. yeah well I got that. sucky!
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[12 Dec 2006|04:22pm] |
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ok so I had no real title in mind for this post....so I just confused you instead. lol. well had fun today jaming with the band. did some new music, or new for us, we tried old school hip hip and it was really fun.
um not much to report otherwise....."give me the damn pills!" house
yeah so I take a LOT of medication. its like I'm on life support without the damn wires and bix beeping box. thats a nice positive thought for all of you who were excited that this post started off happy. HAHAHA.
so life is just as it always seems to go.....not good, not horrid.....just below fine I'd say.
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| I'm back! |
[11 Dec 2006|04:06pm] |
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first off, please read this! somehow my email was hacked so please send a email to my new account so I can put you in my contacts!
that being said, I can WALK.
excited.
drugs are still in my system so this will be short.
in my defence no one pushes a girl....or in any way threatens her while I'm around. though I wouldn't say I lost that fight more that it was just more expensive to win on my behalf. and seriously its not like scott can't fend for herself, its just that I can fight I just have a thing about not fighting.
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[07 Dec 2006|03:02pm] |
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yeah so this is the 2nd attempt to post today.
so in short, I take a lot of medication, yeah twice as much as b-4 and so I've found out that I don't have to think since my medication thinks for me.
my life sucks
I need a vaction not from work, but from what I come home to after work.
I just confirmed my classes at jeff state for EMT
chris is on a war path so avoid him
and holy hell do I miss illeagle drugs, you know the ones that make you so just content (yes the correct answer is weed or shrooms) Cause man I need some of all of that.
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| yey, me |
[30 Nov 2006|02:21am] |
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ok so maybe I am just bit alone. no real friends, and hope.....whats left of that. oh well, yey being depressed and unhappy all night.
fuck life and its shittyness
but I can only give you love-rob thomas
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[30 Nov 2006|02:09am] |
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"It Ends Tonight"
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
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[26 Nov 2006|12:34pm] |
Poll #875710 Jedi Knights Poll
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 5Is collage worth the 4+ years and the amount of money for what you learn Are Drugs really as bad as people make them seem is life really that great?
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[26 Nov 2006|01:36am] |
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yes its true, I signed up for classes for my EMT licence. things are looking slowly and surely more gray so its time for me to put it all together and do what I do best and help everyone else and say fuck it to myslef. yeah chris got me in touch with a director of operations in the SE of AMR (American Medical Responce) the leading Company in America for EMS transport. excited but the classes are REALLY hard and the closest AMR base is in alatanta GA so if I get past the SUPER hard course and 6months of EMT work here in alabama than I might be off to GA for city life and a REAL life. helping people, and living like it matters.
The Fray
Cable Car
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
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